A dire calamity.
He’s right, I still do love you. No one else can interfere what I have for you no matter how hard they try. I’m not sure why I did what I did but I’m half-dying trying to cope with the mess I made. I want you back I want you back I want you back. So badly. But I’m afraid of rejection. And from what I see, you must be managing things well. For all I know, you’ve found someone new. Well. If you have, please don’t keep it a secret. I’d like to know..
Shari called me immature for writing this down. Yeah. So be it, I’m immature. I know that. This is the only place where I can actually let things out anyway. Not many know of the existence of this tumblr jadi biar ah nak tulis apa pun kan. I have Add Maths tomorrow. Wish me luck, whoever you are who’s reading this. I’d love to get an A. Amin.
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The Very Thing by Stars
Here’s a song for you before I go off. It’s one of my favourite by Stars. Enjoy! Oh and get well soon baby. I love you.
I've Finally Come To My Senses
SPM is important. Having the mac on my desk is torture. I shall have to hide it somewhere far so it will stop haunting me. Come on, I really do not have much time left. I’ve been wasting it on unnecessary things and making up excuses for myself. It has got to stop. Everything else will have to be put aside. Yes, aside. It’s tough, but well, it has to be done. And it’s not like things will be any different when i’m gone, right?
So, goodbye now.
Despite My Empty Mouth
There’s no way I’m going to ask you again. I can’t do it. Once is enough no matter how much i want it.
You didn’t answer. I’ll take it as a no.
Good bye, first love.




